I live....

I live I pray so I can find one day ,
the answers that I searching everyday
I wake up and I do ,what they want me to,
I walk I see I talk and I breath ,
But deep inside I can hardly feel.
I feel so numb ,so lost and dumb
I lost my direction and
I don't know where to turn .
I have everything but I don't know why
I live this life but inside I cry .

To someone I thought I knew........

There is nothing in this word that I owe ,
except this body and a soul .
I don't know what the future holds ,
either I loose my body or I give my soul.
I wish it to be later ,
Cause one who'll have my soul ,
will have me as whole .
But if it were to be sooner ,
Can penetrate my body but not my soul.

Stranger

You give your love ,
You give your soul.
You give youself ,
till you have no more .
You give and you wish that you might be assured .
Assured that you're loved and accepted a bit more .
To have a place in their heart is all that you want.
"You're a stranger" is the thought that always haunts .
A stranger who only wants to be your friend ,
near or far but I'll be there till the END.

I wish .......Again

I just want to wake up
and be a child again,
so that i can have some time
and enjoy my formative years again.

I just want to wake up
and not be apprehensive again ,
So that i can be happy
and forget thinking 'bout my impending future again.

I just want to wake up
and live this life again,
so that it can be impeccable
and I never regret 'bout anything again.

I just want to wake up
and fly from here again,
so that I feel free
and fly in the sky like a soul bird again.

But I woke up and I was there where I was again
with all my fears,regrets and apprehensions.
And here I sit and think HOW? WHEN ? WHY? AGAIN....

So many times.........

So many days have passed us by,
so many times they've made me cry,
so many times I made mistakes,
so many times I almost faked,
so many times I said 'I love you',
so many times you said 'me too',
so many times I wanted to break free ,
so many times I waited for thee,
so many times life seemed so cruel ,
so many times death seemed so dear,
so many times life felt like a dream ,so many times it hurts so bad ,I screamed,
so many times have I've been let down,
so many times I've died inside that I've lost the count.