So many times.........

So many days have passed us by,
so many times they've made me cry,
so many times I made mistakes,
so many times I almost faked,
so many times I said 'I love you',
so many times you said 'me too',
so many times I wanted to break free ,
so many times I waited for thee,
so many times life seemed so cruel ,
so many times death seemed so dear,
so many times life felt like a dream ,so many times it hurts so bad ,I screamed,
so many times have I've been let down,
so many times I've died inside that I've lost the count.