Nothing.......

So many times I wonder to myself if I had the little more emancipation ever since juvenile year would I be a different person . It some times feel so claustrophobic that I just want to break free from all the shackles and walk away ..........Why do we need to do things in a certain way only .......just because everyone says its right . Why do we feel the need to make others happy when we are sad inside ,why do we procreate when we are not mentally prepared to nurture it ,why do all wrong things seems right ,why do I feel a sadness when everything out side is so festive and happy .What is it that I really want ? Why am I scared to answer this question for myself ,is it so hard .........I just the part of me just becomes quite and give me peace for sometime.