I wish .......Again

I just want to wake up
and be a child again,
so that i can have some time
and enjoy my formative years again.

I just want to wake up
and not be apprehensive again ,
So that i can be happy
and forget thinking 'bout my impending future again.

I just want to wake up
and live this life again,
so that it can be impeccable
and I never regret 'bout anything again.

I just want to wake up
and fly from here again,
so that I feel free
and fly in the sky like a soul bird again.

But I woke up and I was there where I was again
with all my fears,regrets and apprehensions.
And here I sit and think HOW? WHEN ? WHY? AGAIN....