Insomnia

Lying in my bed and staring at the ceiling,

Contemplating life without a reasonable feeling.

Breathing slowly ,I gaze at a void.

This feeling of isolation ,I cannot avoid.

The waves of feelings just comes and go ,

Rinse my mind with past galore.

I think,I regret .I ponder with guilt.

The things I wanted but never did .

I feel the fear and the pain,

The child inside ,just cries in vain.

All that remains is the silence deep

Echoes in my ears and I cannot sleep.

Icy desires

I stare at the darkness of a winter night,
Frigid breeze, feels like Ice .
Froze my bones and pare alike.
I closed my eyes and breathed the ice,
to quench the burning core inside.
The acrid heart and a yearning soul besides .
One desires a taboo,other shoves it apart.
My mind perplexed , just want to rest .
Just wish the frigid breeze to blow
and freeze my fire into the snow.

Living a Lie.

Darkness 'n' Shame .

Horizons 'n' Pain

Longing 'n' Lust.

All ends in Dust.

Loosers or Keepers

Who are we to deciede

We all hide

Behind a disguise.

The Truth never shows

Just LIES, LIES n Lies

Keep on moving

and ignore what dies ,

Be it Love ,passion ,anger or despise .

Perfect Stangers

Perfect Stangers !That's who we are,

You know not who I am ,I know not who you are ,

We live our lives,we dwell apart,,

We concieve each other when sole n dark.

With an invisible thread we are sown.

Words that share a common bond.

Will never be said will never be known .

When the thread would be broken will leave no scar,

Because we are "The Perfect Strangers "

Yes! that's who we are.

Lost Soul

Roses ,Highrise and Lust
Life ,lies and Disgust .
Souls we hide and faces we show
People we love and people we know ,
Faces we see and eyes we search
Beyond the horizon I want to go
I search for peace ,I search for Whole
I search for a part of my lost soul

I live....

I live I pray so I can find one day ,
the answers that I searching everyday
I wake up and I do ,what they want me to,
I walk I see I talk and I breath ,
But deep inside I can hardly feel.
I feel so numb ,so lost and dumb
I lost my direction and
I don't know where to turn .
I have everything but I don't know why
I live this life but inside I cry .

To someone I thought I knew........

There is nothing in this word that I owe ,
except this body and a soul .
I don't know what the future holds ,
either I loose my body or I give my soul.
I wish it to be later ,
Cause one who'll have my soul ,
will have me as whole .
But if it were to be sooner ,
Can penetrate my body but not my soul.